12 September 2008

Day 29 : I'm Still Alive




Hi Uols

Wat a week..it's already Friday..kejap je masa berlalu and guess what..dah hampir sebulan aku di sini :)


There a few ups and downs of course in this so called my journey of life :P


:( 1 . Homesick - I admit I'm still homesick and I really missed Malaysia, my family, YKWYA, friends and colleagues. I still remember when I was in Malaysia, I cant wait to go oversea and send the application one year early. One of the reason is to have freedom and to seek for new life..I thought I'm not coming back..but guess what..when u're here..u missed Malaysia even more..Malaysia for me is still the best country :). Hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lebih baik di negeri sendiri :)


:( 2. Social life - I dont have lots of friends coz most of the postgraduates are coming with family and most of them are married. Undergrads? They have their own colony and group..so seriously..I dont have many friends here..boleh bilang ngan jari je..but I try to cope..insyaAllah..


:) 1. I manage to cook something different - I started to cook on my own and have the ability to replace the original ingredients with something else..well..now I'm proud with myself coz I can make a murtabak on my own :P..next??? tunggu pindah rumah lah baru try macam2 resipi :D


:) 2. I can plan my work and life - although I have limited time but in the end I know I did use my time efficiently..(based on Mr Ahfa's blog n Azizi's blog)..seriously..these are my two mentors..I really adore their writings and sometimes their entry can really motivate me.. If I manage to get my PhD..amin!! I'll owe them a treat..seriously :)


:) 3. I'm more independent - I can go anywhere alone, do things on my own, I can berdiri atas kaki sendiri :)..alhamdulillah..no more the old me..manja2??not at all...my friend cakap..aku dah berubah since day 1 aku kat sini sampai sekarang..lebih fokus, more independent and hardworking :)..huhuhu..will u missed the old me? :P


Oh well..going to be in the lab this weekend..I'm still fasting..alhamdulillah :)..penuh lagi

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Take Care Uols


Selamat berpuasa :)


Ingatkan nak mintak kad raya tapi aku nak pindah dalam masa terdekat ni..x jadik lah :)


This song is dedicated to YKWYA family members :D

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories







18 comments:

[danial][ma] said...

hej! inah...let's fly, fly...to KL! let's jom...hehehehehe...

NN said...

hey dear..
time really flies..

no worries..
always do laa inah..
and indeed, we always remember you.. :)

im really happy to read all ur :)s in entry.. be more independent.. then, u will be strong..

missed ur smile..

meanie mean said...

wooiit...urmm, yup2 sure we support each other k..dun wori..ingat kan aku bayo tiket Royal adelaide show...lupa la smlm..hhhuuhuhuh

mazddaud said...

salam inah,

be strong ok!!

i know you will...

Inah said...

danial..hehehe..i will one day but not this year :)..i have something to prove to my supervisors.. :)


nikli..thanks for the memories..penah dgr lagu ni??rasanya mmg sesuai utk hang :)..

missed my smile?? dun worry, pejam celik..kan dah nampak masa vid call tu :D



mean..aku blanja hang..dun worry k :)..thanks for being one of my friend here in adelaide :)


thanks maz :) i know i can :)

Ziana said...

my dearest inah...

see.. u kat sane dh makin matured..
kan kan? :)

even u jauh kat sane..
me n others still igt kat u..
mane laa lupe..
my 'cengeng' geng :P

thanks 4 d'songs!
mmg best lyrics tuh..

u tc ya!!

Inah said...

yeah..me makin matured and my friend ckp more serius :)..maybe i just realized the point that i was coming here..

heh? teringat? nangis dah berkurangan skrg..dah kering ayaq mata kot :P..mcm x de emosi sgt skrg ni :)

lirik tu??me pon soka..

i will remember u
will u remember me?

:)

Josh said...

Hi Inah, you really make us proud!

Waa.. dah pandai buat murtabak ye? belajar le cheesecake ke, pizza ke, cabonara macam uncle william punya ke.. boleh masak untuk kita bila balik nanti. hehehe.

Shah CJ said...

inah.. tak teringin pecal.. cendol.. kee.. hehe
[kasi dengki lagi]

kuat inah! kuat!

hidup mesti ada cabaran. baru indah.. hehe

azizi said...

salam inah,

you will. sooner or later you will take everything easy. probably you will be someone better.....
slowly, transformation is happening. towards a better version of yours.
...
best of luck with your phd's research. remember - you're the fighter. :-)

MOLY said...

inah ...

happy dengar cerita from u ..
homesick tuh biasalah kan ..
lepas nih mesti akan biasa punya ..

suka bila tau dah pandai masak ..
selalunya sape2 yg pergi oversea, bila balik Malaysia terer bab masak memasak nih ....

lily akan sentiasa doakan inah berjaya disana .. pulang dan bawak balik PhD dengan jayanya .. Insya-Allah ..

jaga diri .. jaga body ..
miss u ..
kami semua tetap mengingati dan merindui mu ..

:)

muah muah !!
EA kem salam .....

love the lyrics ...
yeah !

Inah said...

josh..william tu x de tandingan OK!!! :P.bagi la resipi senang skit :D..

josh..nak mooncake :P


cikgu: yeah..hidup akan indah kalo ade cabaran :)


azizi: thanks sifu!! love ur entry, love ur blog..sesama kite menjadi fighter :)..berjihad menuntut ilmu kan :)


adeq: me missed u so much..missed ur laughter, ur happy faces and ea..hahahahha..

mekasih adeqq..doakan kak lang slalu ok..

love u now n alwiz

kak lang :)

@xiM said...

alang..

pa miss you too..

glad sangat dengar alang dah be strong kat sana....sometimes we have to proof on our own that we can stand by ourself....u go gal..!!

pa believes in you...time passes by and direction is clear right??so as da time goes by stay strong and stac cute k alang..!!

love you,mmmuuuuaaahh!!

@rep said...

i bet will have that feeling too later ..

:(

Anonymous said...

errr... ada satu permintaan ni....

errr... sila open WEBCAM saudari ye... saya takde webcam... handycam pun takde yang ada manual cam :p

lalalalalala~

:p

Pinangso Loro said...

terima kasih Inah... kami lebih lebih lagi ingat Inah... bukan ker family ni terbentuk atas usaha Inah... Inah lah penyatu kami... sekarang ni Abang rindu Inah pasal dah takder sesiapa leh kena buli... kesian abang!! boleh cenggitu??

shahril aley said...

dah berubah
bagus la ke arah positif
tak mo cenggeng mcm dulu
hehehe.....

kat sana ade sapa tak mau angkat laptop ko?

Unknown said...

kira ko tabah la kan. aku jauh penang kl pon dok homesick gile2.. meroyan je keje.

ko pindah pulekk? tak eh tempat skang?